All of sudden people don’t recall
Pretending they remember nothing at all
Smiles? No, they’d rather forget.
Splendor? No, they’d rather regret.
They pretend not to regret, disguise it as pain
Counting down the days they last spoke up your name.
I didn’t wake up with a shoulder cold
I’m an older soul, so I suppose I know
I observe the “out of sight out of mind” like “I told you so”.
I’m an open wound, the hole unsewn
As vulnerable as I’ve ever shown
Makes me uneasy in a world where false security’s the cornerstone.
I’d rather be forgotten than remembered for the pain involved
I’d rather have 3 friends, than to have thousands of fakes involved
You memory is raw, over time will have my face dissolved
Replaced someone you’ll give praise, and spit when my names recalled…
Let me break from this real quick and make something abundantly clear: I am currently on a journey to reclaim what was lost. There is so much going on that I need to empty myself of all that I did to damage my self perception. I just wanna grow from this.